{"id":882,"date":"2021-11-12T15:56:24","date_gmt":"2021-11-12T21:56:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.proarteyletras.com\/?p=882"},"modified":"2021-11-13T15:02:49","modified_gmt":"2021-11-13T21:02:49","slug":"mi-triste-vida","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.proarteyletras.com\/?p=882","title":{"rendered":"Mi triste vida"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote\"><blockquote><p>Cad\u00e1ver exquisito con la participaci\u00f3n de Diana Georgina Dur\u00e1n Gonz\u00e1lez, Oscar Gian Castilla Vega, Aar\u00f3n Alejandro Carrillo Ram\u00edrez, Ivonne Fern\u00e1ndez Villallobos, Ximena Guiomar, Alma Cristina Meza Gonz\u00e1lez, Juan Manuel \u00c1lvarez Mart\u00ednez, y Mireya Vega.<\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter size-full is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.proarteyletras.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/ok-ok-grupo.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-887\" width=\"773\" height=\"207\"\/><figcaption>Tarde creativa en la Cineteca Nacional, Ciudad de M\u00e9xico. Foto de Ximena Guiomar.<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-drop-cap\">Hab\u00eda sido la tercera vez que las palpitaciones me despertaron. Nunca esper\u00e9 estar en esta situaci\u00f3n. Solo.&nbsp; Despu\u00e9s de haber tenido \u201cuna familia\u201d y ahora nada. Nunca sabr\u00e9 si mi decisi\u00f3n fue la correcta. Las pesadillas me persiguen. No puedo borrar de mi mente ese d\u00eda. No lo quer\u00eda hacer, pero de verdad que se lo merec\u00edan. Sin duda, lo volver\u00eda a hacer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Me levanto de la cama semidesnudo. Camino hacia mi espejo y observo mis ojos hinchados de tanto llorar y recrear esa escena que ha lastimado mi coraz\u00f3n. Seg\u00fan yo, siempre me consider\u00e9 una persona muy fuerte. Nadie me pod\u00eda superar, pero triste realidad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Adem\u00e1s de que no ten\u00eda ganas de salir de mi casa y no quer\u00eda hablar con nadie de mi familia, me sent\u00eda muy raro a\u00fan en mi propia casa. No me quer\u00eda, no era yo mismo, necesitaba salir y revivir lo perdido para estar mucho mejor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Salgo, observo la ciudad y me doy cuenta de que la tristeza empieza a abandonarme. Reflexiono sobre los \u00faltimos acontecimientos y me doy cuenta de que empiezo a aceptar las decisiones tomadas. Tengo que ser yo y as\u00ed podr\u00e9 empezar a disfrutar todo lo que la vida me ha hecho vivir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Despu\u00e9s de seguir observando y analizando la situaci\u00f3n en lo que vivo, me causa desesperanza y a la vez a\u00f1orar la felicidad\u2026 a\u00f1orar la vida que alguna vez tuve en mis manos y la dej\u00e9 ir. El hecho de estar solo provoca que me invada la nostalgia y la incertidumbre de sentirme vivo. S\u00f3lo se que es una pesadilla de la que quisiera despertar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A la ma\u00f1ana siguiente me dio por visitar a mis amigos y darme la oportunidad de sentir el aire rozar mi cara, mi piel, mirar los colores y contrastes luminosos de por donde camino. Me detengo y me doy cuenta de que estoy frente al cine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Para frenar mi cabeza decido entrar. En la taquilla compro un boleto para la sala 4, ni siquiera me fijo qu\u00e9 pel\u00edcula proyectan. Cualquier cosa es mejor que la mara\u00f1a de im\u00e1genes y emociones que me inundan. Me siento en la oscuridad, alejado de todos. Despu\u00e9s de mucho esfuerzo logro enfocarme y miro a la pantalla.&nbsp; La sucesi\u00f3n de im\u00e1genes me recuerda ese d\u00eda, \u00a1no otra vez, es una pesadilla!, \u00bflo hice?, \u00bfs\u00ed lo hice? No quer\u00eda, pero estoy convencido de que se lo merec\u00edan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Lo que veo en la pantalla es la repetici\u00f3n, de la repetici\u00f3n y nueva repetici\u00f3n de eso que hice. Ahora que lo veo de nuevo, con tanto detalle, me cuestiono sobre si lo pude haber hecho con m\u00e1s cuidado, sin dejar huella, pero no. Quisiera quedarme oculto aqu\u00ed en el cine, enfrentar la realidad ser\u00e1 un golpe brutal. Salgo al ba\u00f1o, me quito el cintur\u00f3n, lo coloco en la ventana de manera a que me permita ce\u00f1irlo a mi cuello, respiro hondo, siento como mis pulmones se hinchan y suelto, solo suelto.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Cad\u00e1ver exquisito con la participaci\u00f3n de Diana Georgina Dur\u00e1n Gonz\u00e1lez, Oscar Gian Castilla Vega, Aar\u00f3n Alejandro Carrillo Ram\u00edrez, Ivonne Fern\u00e1ndez Villallobos, Ximena Guiomar, Alma Cristina Meza Gonz\u00e1lez, Juan Manuel \u00c1lvarez Mart\u00ednez, y Mireya Vega. Hab\u00eda sido la tercera vez que las palpitaciones me despertaron. Nunca esper\u00e9 estar en esta situaci\u00f3n. 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